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Excerpt
from Chapter 8
Travel
Journaling When You're Not Traveling
Pre-Journaling,
Post-Journaling, and Re-Journaling
This is a free excerpt from Globejotting:
How to Write Extraordinary Travel Journals (and still have
time to enjoy your trip!) by Dave Fox.
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autographed copies of the book on this website.
Return
to Hammamet
I had one of my most powerful journaling experiences on
a trip to northern Africa a few years ago. Writing at home
before my trip, I was both pre-journaling and post-journaling
at the same
time.
In 1976, when my family was living in England, we spent
Christmas in Tunisia. I was eight years old. My brother,
Steve, was four. We took off from Heathrow Airport on a
chilly London
night. Four hours later, as we touched down in Tunis, I
was plunged into the most amazing culture shock my young
mind had ever experienced.
We spent a week in Hammamet, a coastal village of dirt
roads and palm trees. We made day trips to Muslim holy cities,
rode camels on the beach, and drank tea in the spartan home
of
an orange farmer.
After we moved back to America, Hammamet swirled in my
mind like a surreal dream. My memories faded with age, but
they never vanished. My entire childhood year living in
England
was memorable, but our week in Tunisia stood out. Everything
had been so radically different that week from any other
week I had ever lived. I longed to return and experience
it again.
By my mid-20s, Tunisia had become a strange part of me
I needed to reconnect with. It was so far in the past, I
began at times to question whether I had even been there.
I had the passport stamp to prove it, but the memory was
hard to believe. I needed to go back and prove to myself
I hadnt made the whole thing up.
Before leaving America, I sat down to pre-journal about
my upcoming trip. As I began writing about my expectations,
I realized they were all based on memories. The tricky thing
was I wasnt sure how many of my memories were accurate,
and how many were images I had concocted in my mind.
I remembered towns we had visited on day trips
little bits and pieces at least but the details had
blurred together into one coagulated glob. So I stopped
trying to recapture the journey in any sort of chronological
order. I just began spilling random thoughts onto the page.
My journal entry became a scrawled list of memories: riding
camels on the beach, women in veils, stray cats at our hotel,
an excruciating leg cramp on Christmas Eve, bottled water
a brand called Safia, pink Safia bottle caps with
a red logo in Roman and Arabic
script,* a three-foot-tall man in a fez who made change
for the hotels pinball machines, palm trees, pungent
food in olive oil that my eight-year-old taste buds hated,
the Muslim call to prayer billowing from minarets, walking
along the beach with my mom on the day my dad was sick with
food poisoning, the walled city nearby, a beggar with deformed
feet who passed his time at the city gates.
That last memory, of the beggar, popped into my mind suddenly.
I hadnt thought about him in years, but I could picture
him now, gesturing down at his deformed feet, which pointed
inward toward each other instead of forward. My list went
on and on. I wrote myself into a frenzy, losing track of
time. One detail triggered another. Two hours later, my
trip from 20 years earlier was down on paper. Finally it
felt real again.
I remembered the hotel we stayed in. It had been our home
for a week. I remembered the courtyard, and my brothers
obsession with the stray cats that hung out there. I remembered
a friendly waiter in the hotel restaurant who winced when
I refused to eat the food. Now I wanted not just to go back
to Hammamet, but to stay in the same hotel. Could I find
it?
I phoned my mom to ask if perhaps she had written the
name down somewhere. Oh, she remembered nonchalantly,
as if our trip had been a week ago, its called
the Fourati.
I wrote to the Tunisian embassy in Washington, DC, and
asked if they had heard of the hotel, if it even still existed.
Two weeks later, I received a response:
The Hotel Fourati is now the biggest hotel in
Hammamet. You will find that Hammamet has changed considerably
since your visit in 1977. Tunisias tourism industry
has made great
strides, and Hammamet is now a popular resort town.
A resort town? I recalled dirt roads and only a couple
of hotels. I didnt want to go to Tunisia to hang out
in a resort. But I had to stay at the Fourati. It was beckoning.
On a break between guiding tours in Europe, I hopped an
80-dollar flight from Rome to Tunis and caught a ride down
to Hammamet. Walking back into the hotel was like stepping
into my own past. Tunisia had come to seem fictitious, but
I was there again now, surrounded by it. I was overwhelmed
with culture shock, even more so than I had been when visiting
with my parents at age eight. But more than culture shock,
I was flooded with memories.
The hotel had expanded, but the original buildings were
the same. The food had improved slightly, but the desserts
still had their familiar, oily flavor. I struck up a conversation
with a waiter one evening. He had worked at the hotel when
I was there in 1976. Was he the same, friendly man who had
hovered over our table two decades before, concerned that
I wasnt eating enough? Ill never know for sure,
but I believe he was.
My most mind-blowing experience, however, came the following
day. I hiked along the beach, just as I had done with my
mother 20 years earlier, a couple of kilometers to the medina,
the original walled city. Outside the city walls, Hammamet
was modern now with paved roads and high-rise hotels. Within
the medina, the same shops bustled as they had for centuries.
I approached the city walls and remembered their brown,
blocky shape. I recalled teenagers who, 20 years earlier,
had tried to sell toy camels to my mother and me for a coin
or two.
I wondered if the same guys were working in the medina now.
As I came to the gate, I saw the beggar. It was him! The
same man I had remembered from 20 years earlier. It had
to be him. He was in the same spot as he had sat in 1976,
with the same pointed-in feet. I was stunned. I was sure
by now he would have been elsewhere, if alive at all. But
nearly every day of the last 20 years, he must have sat
there, one hand cupped and outstretched, the other hand
pointing down at his feet as people walked by.
I wanted to tell him my story, but I was too shy, too
afraid it might hurt his feelings that I remembered his
feet from 20 years earlier. So I gave him a couple of coins
and continued into
the bazaar. He nodded and thanked me. He had no idea how
he had helped me connect with a small but resilient childhood
memory.
Had I not pre-journaled before my trip, I never would
have believed this was real. I would have convinced myself
it was a weird déjà vu experience
that my mind was playing tricks on
me, that actually, I was seeing him for the first time and
imagining I had seen him on my previous trip. But back in
America, in my bedroom in Seattle, were the couple of lines
I had scrawled about him. When I returned to my American
bedroom several weeks later, the first thing I did was check
to be sure I really had journaled about the beggar.
Sometimes, in the moments when we journal, we dont
realize the power of what were writing. Sometimes,
were sending important messages to ourselves, messages
whose true value we will discover sometime in the future.
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